I can't catch my breath
It's going faster than I can take in
My heart is beating faster and faster
The walls I feel like they're closing in
My mind is a foggy disaster
I can't control the tears that fall
My chest feels like it's being crushed
I almost feel like I'm suffocating
Nothing that's said can calm me
The pain is almost too much
Envelop me in darksness
Make this world disappear
I'm crying uncontrollably
I'm wondering why am I even here?
(written by me 4/30/18)
