Another year has come and gone
A time for reflection
A time feeling disappointment
Never feeling the joy of accomplishment
Feels like another year wasted
Why can't I hold onto the little happiness I've tasted
I know I can do better
The same routines
The same soul-sucking scenes
Another year gone and nothing done
More sadness than happiness I think as I reflect
But really what else could I expect?
Will this year of life bring change I'm craving?
Or will it be another year reflecting and crying?
(Written by me 2/9/18)
Wednesday, February 28, 2018
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
Dear Me...
It's a tough day today isn't it? You want to cry but you don't know why. You want to scream but you have a reason. You want to punch something but are not sure what. All your moods are going crazy and you have no explanation. Right at this moment you wan to hide in the dark and cry being as it is your most prevalent feeling right now. Your eyes filled with tears ready to fall. What is it about today that makes you feel this way? Nothing really big or important is happening, so why the overwhelming emotions? Hiding your tears is not really an easy thing to do. You have to just grin and bear it. Put on a face like everything is okay when really you know it's not.
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