Lost in uncertainty
Lost in despair
Lost in desperation
And I can't seem to care
Is this becoming normal to me
Have I accepted this darkness
Have I just given up
I'm feeling so tired and helpless
I don't have the energy
My mind is constantly racing
My heart pounds non-stop
My body uncontrollably shaking
This exhaustion is overwhelming
I want to be done
(written by me 12/7/16)